Actually people still think Diabetes is a just a word.

A threat.

An excuse.

Trust me, it is not.

It is DAMN real to me.

Every time my body hurts, I will talk to myself.

"Liver, is that you? Kidney, is that you? Don't give up on me,please."

You find it funny?

I understand, I would too if I'm not the one suffering.

Everything is different now.

But I'm glad it did.

I appreciate my parents more.

I appreciate my life more.

I appreciate everything & everyone more.

But the best is,

I appreciate God more.

Even if it means I have to starve myself a little.

Even if I have to swallow 8 tablets at once.

It doesn't matter cause I never felt happier.

It is as if He is trying to tell me, Change.

So now I'm retaking my O levels.

I am dieting. (Lost 6kg in 2 weeks, yup I never believed in this but now I do)

I am exercising. (Hell yeah. IKR, Hahah.)

I only eat wholemeal & mee.

I drink only mineral water & fruit juice (IKR, I was anti fruits & vegetable)

What I'm trying to say here is that, I'm being realistic now.

No more making excuses to avoid reality checks.

Yup, thank you God.

Love you.